hello everybody!! this is my first blog post! woohoo! welcome to the blog everybody! im gonna be posting whatever just pops in my head. oldheads will know i had a writing page i was hoping to publish articles and writing into a whiiiile bakc like last year or so, but i realized that my fiction writing is something id like to keep private for now as to not give myself any preassure, and whenever i try to write any sort of non fiction think pieces i end up coimg off like this lol so i decided to kill it and now i have my own little cute corner for just., no preassure no risk writing about random shit i come up with and life updates. speaking of! heres a little piece about a recent trip i had, including pictures!

about a week ago me and my family went on a road trip to a couple of places, but mainly the municipality of manizales here in colombia, we stayed at a couple inns and basically juts went there to meet various places we wanted to visit! i took my canon powershot sx240 hs with me so i can have the joy of sharing pictures with you guys!


the first day we spent upmost of 6 hours in the car moving inter municipality so we basically didnt get to do anything at all as we got to the first hotel at like 4pm, thankfully im a giant fan of car rides so i was gucci, as long as i can have my window open and my music on im all good. this picture of the goats was taken from my parents hotel room since mine didnt have a window or anything lol


we had dinner at this super cute airplane themed restaurant! i had a 10/10 burger there and i enjoyed a couple drinks, and when i got to my room i enjoyed a couple more lol (this will be important later) and i watched yakuza (2007), which is now i think one of my favorite movies omg it was so fun. please watch it if youre reading this even if ur not a big fan of rgg its so detached from the game and adds like 3 random original sub plots and theyre all great, its on the internet archive, theres also a cut on youtube but it gets rid off all the parts that imo, make it what it is in favor of a more streamlined, game canon friendly version which i dont really like.


also to get another tangent out of the way, youre gonna see this standee of majima a lot lmao i brought him to the trip to take fun pics of him because ive been getting more and more into the idea of oshikatsu stuff, especially now that my main special boy is a more mainstream character with like. 50 times more merch than my past fixations, i got this one from mercari recently, and i opted for his piya outfit specifically so i could take him on trips since its pretty hot in here (ignore the fact that manizales is cold af XD), so its my way to microdose oshikatsu in a way.

oh also we could see el nevado del ruiz so the day after we could see it smoke a little! we had breakfast and we packed our stuff and headed out to our next destination


we were going to enjoy some hot springs before getting to our next hotel but first we went to the city of manizales proper and did some sightseeing
we went to a chappel because my mom is super religious, and i really like to take pics on churches and all that stuff so i had fun doing that, here are some!


sorry for him being so blurry loool i had to take these majima pics sneak style so i didnt need to explain to my parents since its embarassing LMAOOO


more pics i took before we headed out!
youre gonna have to excuse me for i have no photos of this next segment because. privacy so youre gonna have to rely on my lovely vocabulary (?), as the next place we went to some hot springs!, i had a lovely time there but i joked to my friends that it was like "a colombian onsen" (because this is me) and honnestly its a pretty faithful representation of what to expect, us colombians have no concept of peaceful alone time nor of silence so basically this was like a public pool esque ambience, everyone bathing withe everyone, loud music plaiyng, all that, its fine im used to it but i wish i could have had a bit of quiet time to myself because i. had. a headache during all this (again, will come up later), it was fine, manageable even, i just put my head under the boiling flower water thingy they had and closed my eyes to get over it, at some point it started raining and thundering at which they rushed everyone out of the springs at which point we just had lunch (whic i barely ate because i ordered spagetti and i was unaware it came with little chunks of ham which i dont like lol) and we left

(this next segment contains EXTENSIVE mentions of vomit and is generally gross, please feel free to skip if you want)
so. we head to our next hotel and remember that hedache imentioned? it doesnt stop for the whole way there, in fact it manages to get worse!! and we dont have ant benadryl and we just so happen to be in a long stretch of road where there are no stores at all. so i just have to endure it until we get to there, the hotel is more of an inn, its in a little mountain, real cozy bohemian vibe, wish i could have enjoyed it! because holy fuck my head is THROBBING at this point, i feel like im gonna pass out while my parents were doing the check in and i rush my ass out to the room immediately, and honnestly like, i was kinda lucky it was in this inn that my body started freaking out, because our setup was a tiny room with like 3 sets of bed bunks, of which the bottom bunks (yes im a #bottom im too scared to fall) had a nice courtain set up so i could close myself off any light or social interaction. awesome. whats not awesome is when my family all leaves me in the room while they enjoy the pool my pain escalates to what i am not kidding the worst headache i have ever had in my life I WISH I WAS JOKING!! I WISH I WAS!! at some point i need the bathroom so i manage to get up and i get to the restroom and i sit down on the toilet and i get what is the worst fucking head pain i have ever experienced in my life im being genuine right now, i just get a throbbing in my head and i can swear to you my vision goes blurry for a second, im there in pain and i just think to myself, this is it! this is how i die! just like how elvis presley did!. after a bit i manage to drag myself out of there and after a while like, i start to get an inkling because like. every time i have had this magnitude of headache, its been mainly beause my tummy is upset at me, idk how it works either! but theres been various isntances from the top of my head which i can rememberthat i ate something that made my tummy mad and i had to throw it up to get rid of all the pain, so i drag my ass back to the bathroom and i painstakingly make myself throw up...and i have failed to mention, the entire car ride here i had been eating takis! do you guys know HOW PAINFUL IS TO FORCE VOMIT TAKIS??? ITS HORRIBLE!!!!!! IT HURT LIKE HELL!!!!! the fucking red gunk i just fucking expulsed out of my body probably made it seem like some sort of horrible crime had happened in that bathroom!! and the worst part?? I HAD TO DO IT LIKE TWICE MORE AFTER BECAUSE THE PAIN DIDNT GO AWAY FULLY!! i had to basically empty out my stomach for my head to finally catch a break. afterwards my family got back and got themselves some food and me some gatorade i could chug before going to sleep. i just pictured myself into various situations with my oshis because thats all my poor few survining monkey neurons could latch onto for comfort. its fine its all uphill from here im just still shaken. you may be wondering, oh poor dear sophie what in the world could have caused this?. well if you have been a good reader and found all the clues i have scattered into this tragic tale you can tell it. its the alcohol obviously its the alcohol!!! maybe the bag of takis and the fact i barely had lunch factored in but 100% it was the alcohol, kids dont be like me (gross talk over)


after i woke up from purgatory me and my family had breakfast and went sightseeing at this lovely little town called filandia (i thought it was called finlandia like the spanish spelling of finland lol, it apparently means daughter of the andes!). and i really loved it like i said it was a lovely lovely place the architecture was wonderful all the houses were built in the really beautiful traditional style, even the ones being built in modern times! (the one pictured avobe really reminded me of the hungy hungry caterpillar). also i met this above pictured cat who was sooo sweet and kept zooming around she loved being pet by me i nicknamed her bonbon (no idea what her actual name is). also this is the place where i did most of my photography so ill treat you guys to that!


you can barely tell in the last one i drew a lil something and signed my name...lol
afterwards we headed to the last hotel not before stopping at some other town which imma be honest i completely forgot the name of. i was kinda konked out from all the walking we did in filandia and my mom was like lets do more walking lol are u crazy. i just took some more pics of mary statues


finally we get to the next hotel and. dont get me wrong its great! i had a lotta fun!! i enjoyed relaxing there but. its not that story worthy as what i just went on to you about, dont get me wrong thats great i enjoyed my time there lots id take 100% this than the sophie side plot i went tru the day before but! theres nothing i can go on about in a blog like this


i dont want to see your penis. i just want to see pili the horse

yeah so actually we did do one fun thing! there was a hotel near which was of the same chain so we could go in for free and look at their little petting zoo! the highlight of course was pili the horse who was so cute but also tried biting my shirt! there were also other super cute animals and i had just the best time there ngl, there was a more fledged out petting zoo next to it which my parents said no to because it was apparently too expensive. smh




thats all for the trip section of this! honnestly even for that very low low in the middle there i would say i had a great time! im already missing the cold air T_T
as for my regular life i have been pretty good i would say, i recently entered back to uni and i accidentally only registered 2 in person classes and the rest are online so 0_o ig i will either not be going outside that much or just randomly going to the mall whenever i have no hw so i dont start doing stir crazy. but honnestly im looking back at myself around this time my past 2 years at uni and im like 1000 times better. 23 was my gas leak year like i look back and i was tweaked the shit out all the time for no reason and i was having daily breakdowns over things I MADE UP and werent real also i was for so reason obsessed with harold from total drama and would watch total dramarama to go to sleep ASKOAKLAKJKAJLKAKSJ. my 24 suffeirng wasnt as funny in retrospect because i was actually going trough shit at the moment and rediscovering old trauma and all that so i was like really miserable all day every day but it was nescesary to unload some shit outta myself allat. but looking back im doing so much more gucci now! i wont celebrate early for what god knows i could experience 9/11 2 tomorrow but im making progress on myself so im happy abt that!. anyway. ive been wallowing in the idea in getting an ita bag and doing more oshikatsu stuff in public and takingpics of my majimer merch AUGHH this is so embarassin g to talk about!!!!!!!!! imagine im doing a choking myself motion rn aghhhh!!!!!!! but its fine i have to live my chud life now that i have a sexy husband that isnt an obscure character that appeared in 2 games and doenst have metch my boy is fanous i have to be grateful for this opportunity to yumejoshi tf out. i should get to work on that goddamn yumejoshi webpage but i keep getting distracted houghhhhhh!!!!!!! scratches the back of my neck so hard i draw a bit of blood ugh its fine. my buyee shopping cart is currently sitting with 2 lots of pins and i dont have the goddamn bag yet yk the actual phyisical bag???? i think im gonna order the pins first because it takes like 30 years to come to colombia so ill figure out bags in btwn it shipping i just have to stop being pussy... me when i click on order and they actually take my money T_T.
ive been dabbling in wearing gyaru style makeup in public because why not. ive dabbled in the subculture here and there and recently ive found that agejo style clothes are like my exact style lol and my regular makeup when i do it is always lightly inspired by gyaru stuff just not as extreme so i figured i would stop being pussy and actually dip in fully and have some fun with myself lolll. i gotta buy some fake lashes tho and an actual white eye pen and eyeshadow and all that, chat should i get a job? whatever ive been TRIYTNG to learn the parapara choreo for bad boy because in my own words looks easy but im so absolute ass at dancing so its hard to memorize TT_TT. anyways thats all ! im looking forward to blogging more and just talk my heart away, i wanna update more i really do but im just so. stupid is what it is! im so bad i procrastinate everyting lmfao one day ill makethe about page. basophie out